Bitch

Occasionally shayla will stop into her work for a moment, say hello, see what's going on, that sort of thing. It's close to where miranda & shayla tan, the salon where miranda has her nails done.

The other day, shayla'd stopped into her work for a quick moment, & was in the middle of taking care of a few tasks while miranda was having her nails done. As she walked away from the building, she heard a man's voice behind her, "Bitch." She didn't recognize it until she turned, and realized that it was Curt, a Dom that comes in routinely, and knows shayla's life to a certain extent. Not Gorean, but still very nice. The two of us joke and talk regularly when he comes in.

He'd meant it in the same way that Master does when he calls shayla or miranda 'slut' or 'whore'. There's no negative connotation, instead, they're endearments. Master considers calling a woman a 'slut' to be a compliment, meaning the woman is not afraid or ashamed of her sexuality. Though Curt had never called shayla anything like that until that day. He had his girl with him, who laughed as she saw the expression on shayla's face. Curt was in his usual teasing mood, but there was a tone of seriousness in his voice when he commented on the look that shayla'd had on her face as she'd turned around.

'I didn't know it was you, Curt'

He laughed, 'I know you didn't, that's what's so funny.' He waved to the van they'd pulled up in, 'Put both hands on the vehicle, don't remove them until you're told to'

We were all still laughing about the situation, but at the same time shayla was unable to do anything but obey the command. Though she still remembered all the things that she needed to be doing; get the newspaper to her Master, go back to miranda, and they still had to tan before going home, as well. So she was stammering even as both hands pressed against the passenger window.

'But, Curt..i've got..the paper...miranda..."

He chuckled, turned with kala to enter the building. Meanwhile shayla's thinking, 'Why'm i doing this? He doesn't own me, and i've got duties to attend to' But for some reason she was unable to remove her hands from the glass until Curt turned, an instant before walking through the door. He smiled, then released her from the van with a wink and motion of his head. 'Behave, shayla' At that shayla turned from the window, walking towards home. Though she did turn and wave to them just as they walked into the door. The whole encounter took perhaps one minute. And left her flared up, burning with arousal while she went about her duties.

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Bi-Sexuality

Miranda's bi-sexual. She's known it for some time, and seems to be almost as attracted to women as she is to men. Shayla's known any number of bisexual women as friends and acquaintances. But she's never considered herself to be bi, never thought about what it would be like. And the times that she's looked at other women, she's just thought them to be pretty, or have a nice body, something along those lines. And while shayla's been with other women, and enjoyed it, she really never gave the possibility that she could be sexually attracted any thought at all.

Master decided he'd change that. And, as his right, he didn't tell shayla about his decision. He just started working on it. He did it by both limiting his touch and usage of shayla, and encouraging, even commanding, shayla and miranda to enjoy each other, both when he was present and when he was away. Not that we needed much encouragement in that facet. For reasons shayla didn't understand at the time, miranda was different. Master told shayla once that she was in love with miranda. It was as though Master reminded shayla of something she'd already known, but forgotten.

We've been close for quite some time. Neither of us anticipated that we'd come to be owned by the same man. We've supported each other during stressful times, shared laughs, stories, histories. Shayla'd always been able to share with miranda things that she wasn't able to with other women.

There was still the change that Master'd decided for shayla though. Shayla didn't realize until he told her later what he was doing. Only that the center of her existence seemed to be pulling away, pushing her from him. And she responded by relying more upon miranda. That's not to say that this was easy. Shayla's always had a strong sex drive, Master's ownership of her made it more so. She would suddenly become aroused, often for no reason, to the point of pain. It scared her, a great deal. Every possibilty occured to her, from perhaps becoming a sex addict to Master's deciding he didn't want her anymore. It scared the hell out of her. All of them ridiculous, all of them wrong. It wasn't until a few weeks later that he told her what he was doing with her, what his wishes for her were. The transformation became more easy for her at that stage. Easier, not easy. Shayla's so used to going to her focal point, her Owner, when she was off-balance. And here he was gently nudging her towards miranda. It was confusing, it was stressful. But at the same time, looking back over the development, what Master was doing made sense.

He was deepening the bond between miranda and shayla. Master's said that this grouping is much like a 3-legged stool. Each depending on the others. He was encouraging shayla's changing sexuality, as well as furthering the trust between miranda and shayla. And while it was a strain for shayla, it's ultimately increased shayla's faith in both her Master and miranda.

At this stage, she's almost in need of miranda's touch as much as she is Master's. It's still new to her, but at the same time it seems easier to approach miranda than it is Master. Much of that is because of how Master's been approaching this transition. Though more so because miranda's shayla's equal, instead of superior, as Master is.

As for other women, shayla realizes now that she's been attracted to other women all her life. Merely that now she's actually aware of it. It's as if she is walking through a sexual buffet now. Women that she sees on a regular basis, she now understands that she's been admiring them, been attracted to them, the whole time that she's known them. Merely that she didn't realize what was happening in her psyche.

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