Molding
Often there is mention of a Master 'molding', 'shaping' his girl. An on-going process that, shayla's certain, takes as great an effort on the Master's part as it is on the girl's part. Master's doing this right now with shayla. Changing her exercise habits, eating patterns, mode of dress. It's more getting into the girl's head and re-shaping her thought process than just the external display of those thoughts.
It's no May-time pony ride on the slave's part, either. Basically, it's simple; obey your Master in all things. In doing so the girl's an active participant in her re-making. Learning how the Master is expecting those dictates to be obeyed. Master and shayla come from radically different backgrounds and lifestyles. So when Master tells her to do something, he's meaning in the context with which he's familiar. Shayla, on the other hand, often interprets those orders in the context of thought *she* is used to.
Please, don't get this girl wrong. She takes every command and desire of her Master's to heart, and obeys him to the best of her ability. But she has learned that her interpretation of his wishes does not always accurately reflect what he's intending. More than once this combination of varying contexts in things has caused shayla tears of frustration. And tries hard to be patient with herself in her development even as she pushes herself to improve for him. She asks questions, trying to get a more precise idea of what it is he wants. In the meantime, she continues to pay attention to what it is he's wanting, how he wishes things to be done. And she is being held to a level of discipline that she's never heard of, much less encountered, in her previous life. Being owned by a Marine will do that to a girl, it seems. But she is not at all discontent. The firmer he is on her, the better she does and the more she grows and is pleasing to him.
In the past she's lived by a very 'you do it your way, i'll do it mine' mentality. A disasterous way of thinking for her or any other kajira who is under a Master's hand. The girl must continually think from the perspective of what it is her Master is wanting of her. This is an area that shayla's stubborn streak is steered towards more productive measures. From her will and ways of doing things to focus on doing everything in her power to learn and succeed in what he's wishing of her. Continuing to strive for and achieve his satisfaction in her improvement in service to him.
All this takes place in the form of guidance and correction on the Master's part; transparency and attentiveness on the slave's part. A word here, an explanation there, occasionally more firm methods are needed to get the girl's focus back on what it should be. Which shayla does her utmost to avoid, as it's not pleasant for either Master or herself. Time that could be better spent on more pleasant aspects of the relationship *G*. It seems to shayla that a Master truly needs to get to know his girl well to accomplish this. Find out how she thinks. As well as the slave learning how the Master thinks.
Often shayla has felt that she is being re-made, taken apart and restructured. Which is exactly what is happening. There's occasionally a sense of disorientation as she feels the changes in her. Almost as if she's becoming someone else. In a way, she is. She's becoming more herself. Someone that's been hidden away for years, that Master says he sees glimpses of occasionally. Shayla looks forward to the times when he sees that person. It means that she is moving in the right direction.
shayla
It's no May-time pony ride on the slave's part, either. Basically, it's simple; obey your Master in all things. In doing so the girl's an active participant in her re-making. Learning how the Master is expecting those dictates to be obeyed. Master and shayla come from radically different backgrounds and lifestyles. So when Master tells her to do something, he's meaning in the context with which he's familiar. Shayla, on the other hand, often interprets those orders in the context of thought *she* is used to.
Please, don't get this girl wrong. She takes every command and desire of her Master's to heart, and obeys him to the best of her ability. But she has learned that her interpretation of his wishes does not always accurately reflect what he's intending. More than once this combination of varying contexts in things has caused shayla tears of frustration. And tries hard to be patient with herself in her development even as she pushes herself to improve for him. She asks questions, trying to get a more precise idea of what it is he wants. In the meantime, she continues to pay attention to what it is he's wanting, how he wishes things to be done. And she is being held to a level of discipline that she's never heard of, much less encountered, in her previous life. Being owned by a Marine will do that to a girl, it seems. But she is not at all discontent. The firmer he is on her, the better she does and the more she grows and is pleasing to him.
In the past she's lived by a very 'you do it your way, i'll do it mine' mentality. A disasterous way of thinking for her or any other kajira who is under a Master's hand. The girl must continually think from the perspective of what it is her Master is wanting of her. This is an area that shayla's stubborn streak is steered towards more productive measures. From her will and ways of doing things to focus on doing everything in her power to learn and succeed in what he's wishing of her. Continuing to strive for and achieve his satisfaction in her improvement in service to him.
All this takes place in the form of guidance and correction on the Master's part; transparency and attentiveness on the slave's part. A word here, an explanation there, occasionally more firm methods are needed to get the girl's focus back on what it should be. Which shayla does her utmost to avoid, as it's not pleasant for either Master or herself. Time that could be better spent on more pleasant aspects of the relationship *G*. It seems to shayla that a Master truly needs to get to know his girl well to accomplish this. Find out how she thinks. As well as the slave learning how the Master thinks.
Often shayla has felt that she is being re-made, taken apart and restructured. Which is exactly what is happening. There's occasionally a sense of disorientation as she feels the changes in her. Almost as if she's becoming someone else. In a way, she is. She's becoming more herself. Someone that's been hidden away for years, that Master says he sees glimpses of occasionally. Shayla looks forward to the times when he sees that person. It means that she is moving in the right direction.
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