Loves

It seems every blog has, at some point, a list of favorite things. The lists range from dogs to desserts to men. But shayla's will be a bit different from all that.

So, we have the 10 things, in no particular order, that shayla most loves about her slavery.

1. The way she feels when he smiles at her and lets her know he is pleased with her. It is a feeling akin to ecstacy, only it's all mental. It makes shayla feel that she is ready to walk through coals for him.

2. When he takes hold of her hair and pulls her head to his side or leg, pressing it there as he strokes her head. It's very soothing and reassuring to shayla.

3. The way each time she follows an instinctive reaction that rises from deep within her, it seems to be the right one.

4. That she can simply be, with no reservations, whether good or bad. And that he will support her in that to help her improve it, and she never has, nor will she, worry about his possible ridicule for what is less than ideal or pleasing to him.

5. The look that comes into his eyes at times. A look in which there is little gentleness, only a fierce possessiveness and demand. It is a look that frightens her, mesmerizes her, and arouses her. And when he looks at her in that way she could not look away even if she wanted to, because there is so much of his ownership in it.

6. Laying at his feet while he is on the computer. Some of our most enjoyable times happen when shayla is there, licking and kissing them while we speak. Master has mentioned shayla prostrating herself when she is being scolded. And she does so simply because she is comfortable, and knows that he enjoys her being there

7. Any of the times that he tells shayla that she makes him laugh.

8. Knowing that he is strong enough to punish her if she is not pleasing. One of the best things about shayla's slavery is that she knows that she cannot get away with games or less than her best with him. He is strong enough to know what he expects from her, and wise enough to motivate her to *want* to do what it is he's wanting of her.

9. The feel of his collar around her throat, the sound of the padlock when she puts it on. There have been more than one occasion that shayla has forgotten about removing it when she leaves the house, only to need to take it of when, say, we are parked at the grocery store. It is a continual reminder to her, even when he's not around, of his ownership of her. That he decided he wanted her enough to grant it to her.

10. The peace she feels when she enters his home after being gone. Simply because of the dynamic between us, there is no struggle for authority, no disagreements over how things should be done, no arguing because one of the pair did not get their way. His being Master removes all need for such things. And while he does not do things the way shayla would, he does them quite well. She never feels any reason or desire to nag about anything. Simply by virtue of the fact that he's 'driving', removes all need for any type of trying to improve things.

She has got a great deal to be happy about in her servitude to this man.

shayla