Conditions

A great many girls are submissive by nature. How it shows in a Master/slave relationship varies greatly per pair. In BDSM pairings, there is occasionally a contract of some type, listing the girl's conditions, what she won't do, or will allow. One hears about safe-words a great deal. A word or phrase which indicates to the girl's Master that she's unable to continue the action, and to stop promptly. In today's society and it's realities, such cautions are entirely justified. Any girl in a Master/slave relationship needs to be cautious about the boundaries that will be established.

The relationship Master and shayla has is unconditional. She has no safe-word. There are no conditions to her service. Her only safety-net is her obedience. And while there are times that shayla has begged mercy, it has been his discresion that was the final factor, not hers. There have been times that shayla has been commanded to do something that she would not normally do. At those times, she has been nervous, uncertain, occasionally reluctant. Each time she has done her best to obey, and she has never come to harm. It only re-confirms her faith and trust in her Master.

Looking back, shayla possibly could have resisted herself and refused to enter this relationship. She may have come across someone who would allow her to serve him with conditions and the like. As shayla thinks of the possibility, she cannot help but feel that a conditional servitude would be incomplete for her. She would continually be holding something back.

As time goes by, she can visualize less and less the possibility of trying to put conditions on her servitude. She is not meaning in relation to her Master, but simply of herself. All this time she has been here she has been striving to hold nothing back, to do her utmost to not only obey fully, but to please her Master fully. It's been a learning experience, sometimes she does better, sometimes she doesn't. But the whole time she has been improving overall. Regardless of how small a request of his is, she attempts to obey with the same level of heart and sincerity. She continually tries to yield fully to his wishes and will. A great deal of her development in her Master's service has been re-discovering instincts, tendencies, and reactions that are instinctive, yet so long-buried it's like coming across an artifact. Old and unused, but still very real and elemental. She has been reveling in it all, thriving in it.

As she thinks about it, she doubts she would be able to do as well were she allowed conditions to her service. She would be keeping part of her-self from her Owner, keeping it inside. In doing so she would not be able to develop as she has been. She suspects that she would not be able to surrender as fully as she has, simply because keeping part of herself from her Master would be allowed.

There are many types of slaveries, each of them with their own pros and cons. Shayla believes she has found the one that is not only the best for her, but what she was made for. She cannot imagine putting any type of condition on her servitude to her Master, even if he were to allow it. It is because of this lack of conditions in her service that she has progressed as far as she has.

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