Passion

Shayla's never spoken much about the sexual aspect of her relationship with her Master. Not because it's not there, but simply because it has never occured to her to write about it. But there's been a change in things that really brings it to her attention.

From what she understands, shayla has always been more sensitive than most women. Multi-climactic, easily aroused. But her service to Master has added to it, made it much more than what it used to be. Her skin is extremely sensitive, she's more orgasmic than what she ever used to be, and it takes her longer to settle down than it used to. As time goes on, she becomes more so.

The past couple months she's been more easily aroused than ever. There are many times that she's in actual pain from it. Master has his own plan for her, and occasionally he'll deny her his touch. It's frustrating, confusing at times. It took a couple weeks for shayla to understand that the denial wasn't because of what she was or wasn't doing, but because Master has been training her to become more bi-sexual. He's been encouraging miranda and shayla to be together, and his use and intimate touch of shayla has been kept to a minimum. Being with miranda has always been easy. Of the four women that shayla's been with in her life, miranda's the one with which shayla has been the most comfortable, where it's been the most enjoyable.

What's difficult is shayla's tendency to wear her heart on her sleeve. This tendency has been increased since she's been with her Master. So now she's got the challenge of handling this ever-growing need of hers while keeping her discomfort, anxiety, and frustration in check, and letting it show as little as possible. Miranda says that she's got the same problem, but most of the time shayla can't tell. Miranda has always been able to let her discomfort, her emotional upset, go unseen. For shayla, it's not that easy. Shayla will have times when she suddenly heats up. It doesn't matter when, or where she is, it just happens unpredictably, and lasts for anywhere from a few minutes to a few hours.

It's been scaring her like nothing else in her slavery has. Such unpredictability and sensitivity that a pat on the back from a stranger will trigger a climax. For the past week she's been in a panic, trying to figure out how to handle it. The times that shayla flares up with need have been difficult not because she's needy, but because she's not known how to best deal with it, how to control it. Master had a talk with shayla about it the other night. He reminded her of a number of things. How she's slave to not only him, but all men. How a kajira is supposed to be needy and easily aroused. And how he's wanting shayla to be this needy, this sensetized to touch. He said that shayla should enjoy the times that she's heated to the point of pain.

Such a thing had never occured to her. Today was the first day that she'd had a chance to put his advice to use. Right in the middle of the afternoon, while she was doing chores, she flared up unexpectedly. At first she started to react as she had, but remembered what her owner had told her and made herself relax, just let it flow. And it worked, she was able to keep her mind on what she was doing, while still burning to be touched. Once or twice she even climaxed, but was still able to keep on with what she was needing to do. She was heated for hours, but was still able to function. The tasks that shayla was performing took on more of an erotic tone than usual.

This isn't the first time that a simple talk of Master's will put everything into perspective, in a way that shayla will both understand and be able to put into practice, accomplishing what it is that Master is wishing her to do. She's not mastered this quite yet, but she's on the right track now. Master said that what shayla's doing is much like learning to walk. There are lots of stumbles and falls and leaning on support before she's able to handle it on her own.

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